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I am sick,,not my body,,but my heart
God, i don't know why
I hate dreaming,,,i do hate hope!
All of those feeling are only hurt me,,,,
I hate to imagine how happy i am if I,,bla,,bla,,bla
I do hate share to the other people about what i want,,,

Do you know why? Okay, i will not tell you why
I'm just tired to show what i am feeling now
I'm tired to pretend that I'm okay

No,,no,, but I'm not as bad as you think. I still have God, right? I know He is the one who can help in many ways,,in the right time.
I should be patient to get the answers,,,let it flow,,,i'll be waiting!

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Can u see? I Complain, I ask and I reply it  by myself