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Sabtu, 09 November 2013

Baiknya..Allah saja yang tau

Kau tau? Puncak dari cinta sejati adalah memberi tanpa pamrih,,kau doakan ia dalam diam, kau cintai ia sangat dalam..tp kau harap Allah saja
Tak ada yang melebihi harapmu kecuali pada Allah saja, kau gantungkan ikhtiar dan do'a untuk ridha' Allah semata.. Hatimu lapang..
Dan itulah sebaik-baiknya cinta.. Karena Allah saja. Smoga kita mendapatkan yang baik dengan cara yang baik... Aamiin
Dan..apa kau tau? aku masih saja mencintaimu seperti biasa..tak ada yang berubah,,sedikitpun.
Mencintaimu adalah asa-asa yang terwujud dalam do'a2 panjangku..
Apa kau tau? kuharap doaku juga ada di aliran darahmu..udara yang kau hirup..cahaya yang kau lihat.
Tapi apa kau juga tau? aku tak akan mencintaimu dengan cara yang sama
dan kini aku sungguh berbeda...
Kau tau?
Sejatinya sang pencinta berharap balasan cinta dari pujaan hatinya?
kini tak lagi buatku...
do'aku adalah nafas2 cinta untukmu,,,cukuplah itu
Allah saja yang menentukan jalan akhirnya...aku pasrah saja
Tak akan kuminta balas...aku tulus..aku ikhlas
jikapun akhirnya bukanlah denganmu..maka semoga pahala saja yang kuharap
Baiknya..Allah saja yang tau.

Jumat, 01 November 2013

Pahami :)

kau tau? pemahaman baik tentu tak akan didapat secepat angin berhembus,,apalagi secepat kilat..
pemahaman yang baik akan datang saat kita mau..dan berusaha bergerak,,tak berhenti di tempat itu2 saja..
dan apa kau tau? pemahaman yang baik..tentu hanya untuk orang2 yang bersabar...
yang menikmati semua proses yang kadang menyakitkan,,yang mungkin terasa amat menyesakkan..tapi yakinlah..
Pemahaman yang baik akan membuat kau tenang bukan kepalang,,bahagia yang tak terkira. Yakinlah :)
Kesedihan akan berlalu,,seiring berjalannya waktu. Jika sedang bersedih,tentu kau boleh saja menangis..tapi sungguh tak guna jika kau hanya menangis meratapi semua yang sudah terjadi..
Niatkanlah memperbaiki diri..nikmatilah semua tahap2 yang memang mungkin menyakitkan..
Pahamilah jika tak ada yang berjalan tanpa campur tangan Allah..
keyakinan sajalah yang bisa membuat kita tenang..
Semoga Allah merahmati aku, kau dan kita semua :)

Rabu, 23 Oktober 2013

Skenario terbaik?

skenario yang terbaik (bang tere)

*Skenario yang terbaik

Engkau tahu, duhai tetes air hujan, kering sudah air mata, tidur tak nyenyak, makan tak enak, tersenyum penuh sandiwara, tapi biarlah Tuhan menyaksikan semuanya.

Engkau tahu, duhai gemerisik angin,kalau boleh, ingin kutitipkan banyak hal padamu, sampaikan padanya sepotong kata, tapi itu tak bisa kulakukan, biarlah Tuhan melihat semuanya.

Engkau tahu, duhai tokek di kejauhan,setiap kali kau berseru 'tokekk', aku ingin sekali menghitung, satu untuk iya, satu untuk tidak, lantas berharap kau berbunyi sekali lagi agar jawabannya 'iya', dan berharap kau berhenti jika memang sudah 'iya', tapi itu tak bisa kulakukan, biarlah Tuhan mendengar semuanya.

Engkau tahu, duhai retakan dinding,sungguh aku tak tahu lagi berapa dalam retaknya hati ini, besok lusa, mudah saja memperbaiki retakanmu dinding, tinggal ambil semen dan pasir, tapi hatiku, entah bagaimana merekatkannya kembali, tapi biarlah Tuhan menyaksikan semuanya.

Wahai orang-orang yang merindu, maka malam ini, akan kusampaikan sebuah kabar gembira dari sebuah nasehat bijak. Kalian tahu, buku-buku cinta yang indah, film-film roman yang mengharukan, puisi-puisi perasaan yang mengharu biru, itu semua ditulis oleh penulisnya. Maka, biarlah, biarlah kisah perasaan kalian yang spesial, ditulis langsung oleh Tuhan. Percayakan pada yang terbaik.

--Tere Liye

Selasa, 02 April 2013

Perasaaan :p


Urusan perasaan gak penting diumbar sana sini,, curahkan pada yang berhak. (NAMR, 2013)
Urusan perasaan gak bisa di campur aduk sama logika,, kadang gak nyambung (NAMR,2013) 
 Urusan perasaan juga gak bisa dicari cari,, ia datang dan pergi sesuka hati (NAMR, 2013) 
 Urusan perasaan kadang gak bisa dibuat-buat, maksa seneng waktu sedih atau maksa sedih waktu seneng. (NAMR,2013)
Urusan perasaan itu gak bisa diganggu gugat,,ia bisa berubah senang atau sedih secepat kilat - NAMR,2013 Ya Allah, bantu kami lupakan masa lalu yg menyakitkan,, bukakan jalan kebaikan bagi kami, jalan bagi hambaMu yg shalih.
 orang yg sedang jatuh hati cenderung suka hal2 yang sama, ia persepsikan itu sebuah takdir dan ia bisa tiba2 bahagia (NAMR, 2013) 
ia sangat suka berpura-pura bahagia, mencari-cari pembenaran atas apa yg diharapkannya "
orang yg sedang jatuh hati mudah sekali berprasangka baik, menganggap semua kebetulan yg membahagiakan hati
jika cinta itu sederhana, maka tak akan ada harusnya yang tersiksa. Cukup kau bahagia atas semua takdirnya. (NAMR,2012)

Jumat, 14 Desember 2012

Rindu :)

Aku mencintaimu dalam kata,,saat diam,,tanpa makna.
cintaku tak bersuara,,sunyi tanpa nada. Itulah mengapa aku rela ia pergi saja.
kurasa cintaku tak bijaksana, ia ambil hatiku saat semua masih menunggu.
Lalu kenapa cintaku tak temukan maknanya, ia hilang saja terhapus guyuran hujan, hanyut bersama derasnya sungai.

Rindu itu mungkin hanyalah mimpi dari seorang pencinta yang tak mengerti
Rinduku ini kurasa palsu, dimana mesti kulabuhkan asaku. Jelas sudah semua kini, dosaku bertumpuk pada kata rindu. Terbanglah semua lara, pergilah semua duka, aku bahkan tak sanggup menutup mata,,tak sanggup melihat derita.
Namun,, Kemanakah rindu itu kubertanya, rindu pada belahan jiwamu? atau rindu pada seonggok debu? Jika rindumu pada cahaya, tak perlulah kau derita.

Bahwa cahaya adalah dingin yang memelukmu dari teriknya sang lahar,,,
dan kehangatannya mencairkan kebekuan sang kelam
Langit malam adalah kelam, tapi kelamnya tunjukkan bintang, walau kadang dihadang topan, biarkan biduknya tetap berjalan..

Senin, 19 November 2012

Jatuh Hati (Tere Liye)

Kita bisa jatuh hati pada orang yg terus menerus memberikan kebaikan. Sekeras apapun batu itu, tetap berlubang oleh tetes air terus menerus. Padahal apalah arti tetes air kecil dibanding batu.
Kita bisa jatuh hati pada orang yg terus menerus peduli pada kita. Sesulit apapun meruntuhkan gunung perasaan, satu persatu dicungkil badannya, pasti akan rubuh pula gunungnya.
Kita jatuh hati karena itu bukan?
Lantas, apakah kita tidak jatuh hati pada yg maha pemberi kebaikan, duhai, setiap hari hidup kita diberi oksigen utk bernafas, air minum utk melepas dahaga, kesehatan, dan tak terhitung nikmat lainnya. Lantas, apakah kita tidak jatuh hati pada yg maha terus menerus peduli, aduhai, setiap hari kita dijaga dari marabahaya, dilapangkan jalan, dijauhkan dari penghalang, dan tak terhitung kepedulian lainnya, siang malam.Tidakkah kita jatuh hati pada Tuhan kita?

Selasa, 17 April 2012

No comment -____-

Today was so inspiring,,LOL,, I don't know why! I just got the inspirations to write about the "woman" when they are not girl anymore,,hehe,,just like the Britney's song " I am not a girl,,,not yet a woman" . Yup,, my conversation with my old friend who has been 20's must be so interesting. Yup,,you know that in this age, a woman must need a "new life", especially if they have got anything,, they have graduated from their school, they have good job, nice salary and they comfort with their life! I just realized that we, as women, need the other "life",,hmm,, I know you can guess it!
Get married? That's a normal dream,,and I am pretty sure that every woman wants to get married,,find their lovely prince and have a happy family! but,, i just realized that I also have to have that "life" ,,,WOW!! She said,,what will I do next? I have everything I want,,I am too bored to do this daily activities all day long,, I need something new,, I need something special,, I will not spend my time Alone!
We also visit our friend who has been just gave birth a baby,,,and I also just realize that I love baby!! That's normal, right???
Yup,,, and again,,I just realize that condition!!!


Senin, 16 April 2012

I miss....

When your prayer has not been granted by God
I know that you will get the better
Yeah,,if sometimes I feel so hurt because of my weakness, I just can surrender..
Let me enjoy my crying,, my loneliness and my intimate with God instead of blame of everything!
God probably wants to see me to complain to Him,,maybe I was too far from Him

I have to be positive, That's the most important thing!
That's my big weakness,,I always stuck with the bad feeling,, pessimists, fear, and nervous!
i don't why i really love to keep all of bad things,,,,is that ironic?

Senin, 02 April 2012

Today is your day,, ^_^

Starting to write is not as easy as I think,, I know that I have to focus on what I will write. Okay, i don't think that my blog is the perfect place to express my emotion and feeling, but I only like to write little bit about my life; at least make me feel better.
You know what? I'm just wondering what my future will be,,ahh i know that everybody want to know it too. But,sometimes that can make me worry and i don't wanna to think about it. I, probably, think that future is not my business; it doesn't mean that I don't care about it. Just like Shania Twain's song


But today is your day
And nothing can stand in your way
Today is your day
Everything's goin' your way









Lyrics | Shania Twain lyrics


Allah,,I know that you will always give the best decision for us, for me for all of the people. I follow you, I trust You, I believe in You.


Jumat, 30 Maret 2012

T___T

I am sick,,not my body,,but my heart
God, i don't know why
I hate dreaming,,,i do hate hope!
All of those feeling are only hurt me,,,,
I hate to imagine how happy i am if I,,bla,,bla,,bla
I do hate share to the other people about what i want,,,

Do you know why? Okay, i will not tell you why
I'm just tired to show what i am feeling now
I'm tired to pretend that I'm okay

No,,no,, but I'm not as bad as you think. I still have God, right? I know He is the one who can help in many ways,,in the right time.
I should be patient to get the answers,,,let it flow,,,i'll be waiting!

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Can u see? I Complain, I ask and I reply it  by myself

Senin, 26 Maret 2012

BBM,,jangan naik dong!!!

Hmm,, I amlittle worried about what will happened on the April!! Yup, it think you know that all, that the BBM price will rise? haha,,,maybe i am too "weird" to talk about it, right? No,,no,, i just wanna talk, as an Indonesian people who will also get the impact of the BBM price increases. Okay, i don't know about it, anyway; about the distribution, about the resources, about the fuel or anything. What i know is the price will rise and i also have to pay more to buy the fuel for my motorcycle!! Haha,,,,,i usually pay Rp. 6.000,00 for one liter, but if it increases, so that i have to pay RP 7.500, 00!


Hmm,, no, i don't really care about myself, i also really care about the "poor" people who don't use fuel for their motorcycle but they have to get the "BIG" impact of that. You know that they even don't have motorcycle, right? They even don't know what will they eat for tomorrow and what will they pay for school? No, It is not fair, i am pretty sure that it can give the bad,,bad,,and bad effect for us,,for Indonesian people, exactly. Why don't the "rich" people that have to get the bad impact? you know that they mustn't have those luxurious car!!

Okay, i don't know nothing, I realize that fact!
But, i support students demonstration nowadays,,,,but, you have to make sure, for students, to know the reason. You have not to say yes, if you don't know why you say yes. And you have not to say no, if you don't know what is the meaning of "no' word. That's the facts, i think, for some students who really excited to join a demonstration but they even don't care about what is the mission! it is ironic, right?

Then, you also have to make sure that there will be no destruction of anything!! No any reason to agree that you can damaged public facilities!  I really hate those destruction...So please,,be wise of anything happen. Can't wait to see the result,, Please,,don't increase the BBM (fuel) price!!

Rabu, 21 Maret 2012

curcol aja deh yaaaaaa

It's such the hard week for me,,,ahh,, I am probably too sensitive, right? There is no something wrong to me, my jobs run well, my family is fine. Good, perfect. But, actually, I even don't understand what happened to my brain.
Okay,, I believe that God will give the best,, the best than what i want,, what i hope. So, Should i worried? No, i am pretty sure that God has a good,,good,,,best plan for my life and i even don't know what will He do. I just let it flow, do my best,,,plan my best.
Hufft,,,let's start the new life,,new future,, and i have to really really sure everything is gonna be okay

Hahaha,,,i couldn't even Cry anymore now!!!

Senin, 19 Maret 2012

Please stop the violence on children!!

Alhamdulillah,,,sebulan terakhir gak nulis di blog,,,aku sehat2 aja nih,,,walau sempet kemari kena sariawan parah 2 minggu lalu #curcol.

Hmm,, there was something interesting which i found when i taught my students, EYL, exactly. First, i can't believe that it could be happened in the real life. Second, i can't imagine that the little kid like her had to felt that bad condition!
Okay, i will not mention her name or her parents, that's not important. But i have to say that the education level never guarantee someone attitude, even their attitude to a kid. When i taught her, i knew that there was something wrong with her. I knew the she was a child from a rich parents. I knew that,,i knew about her parents. She was not like the other child who loved sing, dance and talk. She was only love to write and do something alone,,look weird. Okay,,but i thought that it was her character,,,there was no any reason for me to get worry. But, i was shocked, when in one day she came to my class with the sad face. Ohh,,i knew that she looked so different. I knew there was something bad happened, but i had to be positive, right? That's why I asked her to sing, dance like usual. I saw she wan not interested anymore,,,aaah,, i was afraid there was something wrong, again, with her. Then, i asked her, while her friends were doing the task, i said "what happened with you?" " Miss ,, I was beaten by my father yesterday" said her quietly. Then, she said  do you wanna see the wound on my foot? and she pulled her pants and showed me the wound on her calf. Oh God, I Can't believe that it was happened, I knew that it must be hurt, especially for a cute kid like her. She was only 5 years old girl who didn't know anything. I didn't know what was the tool which was used by her father to beat her child! But, I absolutely didn't like her father way scolding his daughter.!

She was cute, she was beautiful, what was the problem? Have you beat your child because she did the wrong  thing? No,, i know that it will  very influence her mental. It will not good for her health! Please stop the  violence on children!!

Senin, 06 Februari 2012

Helllowwwwwwww

aaaaaaaahh,,,dah lama kali nggak buka nih blog,,gak keurus yah?? hmm,,,,let's see
seperti biasa,, sibuk ngajar dan nulis artikel,,it's enough for me NOw yah!! Alhamdulillah,,,ketika orang2 masih sibuk nyari kerja setelah tamat kuliah,,Allah kasih aku kesempatan untuk langsung kerja dan dapet penghasilan yg lagi2 Alhamdulillah lebih dari cukup buat aku sekarang!! ALHAMDULILLAH ^_^

Tak ada kata lain yg pantes dilakukan kecuali bersyukur dan bersyukur,,,,
Yup, now i am really interested with EYL,,hmm,,,i wanna make something new in teaching EYL. Actually, i don't really love teaching kids guy,,,it's more complicated than teaching teenager or adult! I can't imagine that i have to prepare so many songs and games for them, yup not as simple as i learned when i was a student in UNSRI. The fact is so difficult! I have to prepare what is the best method for the EYL,,sometimes the theories in books not really suitable with the kid's personalities, especially for Indonesian kids! They have different cultures, basic skills, and different environment so those must be very important for kids in learning english, right?
So what is the best method?? i am still learning,, still practicing..haha but i am ready to sing and dance with them in the whole meeting!!

bulet banget nih  muka

mau upload foto2 siswa dulu ah,,,,dikit yah

Kamis, 08 Desember 2011

kuku kuku,,,,

kebaiasaan baru nih,,tiap jum'at sabtu...merikasain kuku anak2,,,kalo panjang,,aku yg potongin kukunya!! asyiikk
kalo yg disekolah,,dimarahin,,eh,,aku malah seneng jadi bisa motongin kuku mereka :D
nggak tau kenapa,,jadi hobi motongin kuku anak2,,,gemes rasanya!
pelajaran juga nih buat ibu dan calon ibu2 nanti,,,kalo punya anak,,udah cantik,,modis,,wangi,,kukunya diliatin yah :D
semoga ibu2 mereka gak marah kalo ternyata saya yg motongin kuku anak2nya,,dari tangan ampe' kaki :D


sayang kan,,punya anak cakep,,tapi kukunya panjang??
 Ternyata asyik juga ngajarin anak TK,,yg manja,,sukanya nyayi ,,maen,,berantem,,!!
awet muda,,dan bener2 gak bisa marah!!
suka bangt kalo mereka udah bisa hafal 1 kata bahasa inggrisnya
jawab " ud aftenun miss" , "bai miss","tengkyu miss"
co cweeeeeeeeet :D

Sabtu, 05 November 2011

My EYL Experience dan cerita si HANIF ....:)

Lagi pengen banget bagi2 ilmu nih yah....setahun kemarin sempet ngajar anak2 SD yg SUbhanallah,,,COOL!! hihi cool keringetnya,,,cool jahilnya,,cool kelakuannya!! hmm,,,tapi yg paling berkesan buat aku selama ngajar di SD 1 Palembang cuma satu yaitu : HANIF. Ah,,,,anak sholeh yg satu ini bikin aku "klepek-klepek",,eitss,,,,jangan salah sangka dulu,,nih anak ajaib,,,anak idaman seluruh Ibu di dunia deh,,,termasuk saya ( walau belum ibu-ibu) hehe,,,udah cakep,,pinter,,baik,,sopan,,rajin sholat,,Lembut hatinyaa...aaaa,,perfect deh ya,bersih ,,rapi,,,keren,,,klimis!! GREAT!!
sampe2 kita sempet2in sholat bareng si hanif,,anak kelas 4 SD udah pinter ngajakin sholat temen2nya,,,,terus ngebujuk temenya buat ngelepas burung yg di beli,,ngasih oleh2 sama gurunya!! what else?? itu cuma 2 kali pertemuan lho,,apalagi kalo stiap hari ngajar si hanif!! mau tiap haripun,,saya sanggup deh!!!
dia rela minta ijin waktu cuma buat sholat ashar....terlambat masuk pun dia rela!! dia lebih rela sholat di masjid dari pada di mushola sekolah karena sholat berjamaah pahalanya lebih gede'?? APA>?? apa coba yg gak buat saya terpesona :D
Berharaaaaaaaap banget,,ntar kalo punya anak,,bisa kayak si Hanif!! aduuh,,,,bahagianya jadi Ibu yah,,,AAAAMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINN YA ALLAH
^_^

disana ada si hanif,,tp gak keliatan yah??? hehe
Tapi sayang seribu sayang,,,,,,,gak ada fotonya si HANIF :(( kemaren malu mau foto bareng,,hwahahaha  #NYESEL 

























CHAPTER 1














INTRODUCTION
1.1   Background
Language is one of the most important things in human life. Language is used as a means of communication. Every person uses language in order to communicate with others.
Kadarisman (2009), states
Language is a system of arbitrary symbols used by people in a given culture to carry on their daily affairs, it covers three important elements, such as structure, speech community in a given culture, and communicative function of language.
It clearly stated that, language plays vital role in daily life interaction together with its important components. Beside that, it also important to learn foreign language that helps us communicates with international atmosphere. One of the most important international languages that is needed to be learned is English, so the foreign language that students learn here is English.                                                 
English is an international language and it used by millions people all over the world.  It is a global language means of communication in numerous dialects, and also the movement towards and international standard for the language. English is used in most of the countries as a means of global communication whether in politics, economy, science, technology, culture, and education. Besides, English also the future language that is as connector between people through globalization. It spoken as a native language by around 377 million and as a second language by around 375 million speakers in the world, also around 750 million people are believed to speak English as a foreign language. English has an official or a special status in 75 counties with a total population of over 2 billion. In Indonesia, English has been introduced as a compulsory subject starting from junior high school up to university level. It has also been introduced to the pupils of elementary school in recent years as an optional local content.
For elementary school, English is taught as a local content. Based on the Decision of Head Office in Education and Culture Department of South Sumatra no.045 B/I II.06/kp/1996, cited in Asnimar (2002:126) :

The teaching of English as a local content in South Sumatra is started from the fourth grade up to the six grade of elementary level. English is a chosen subject among the other subjects.

  The teaching of English to young learners were important in recent years (Grant, cited in Scott, 1993:VII). Children have an amazing ability to observe language through play and other activities which they find enjoyable. Scot and Ytreberg (1993:3-4) mention that children of eight to ten years old are relatively mature children an adult side. It means that the students have the sense of independence. Children are enthusiastic and interested in learning especially which something is new for them, such as English.
In learning English, there are four skills that should be mastered. Those are listening, speaking, reading, and writing. Learning words is concerned with the integrated skills (listening, speaking, reading, and writing skill). Learning words deals with the development of vocabulary as a language resource.
According to Cameron (2001), vocabulary has been seen as a major resource for language use. Early foreign language learning offer the chance for learners to build up the solid core of words useful for further learning, together with words that are learnt because they interest or excite young learners at that age. However, early vocabulary learning may be ineffective if words are not consolidated and used regularly. Children entering secondary education will have varying amounts of words, some they have mastered really well, some only partially learnt and some that they have met once or twice but not remembered.
EYL Practice is the training of prospective teachers to prepare students for mastering the ability of an integrated whole. Ability to carry out their duties later as a teacher, for example teaching, classroom management, making the program, learning implementation plan, etc.. Therefore, EYL students intensively and systematically guided by teachers and lecturers officials are eligible to train the students.
After carrying out the EYL Practice is expected to prospective educators in this case students, already has a provision to be ready to plunge into the world of work education as professional educators. Prospective teachers can adapt quickly and socializing well at school because it has been equipped with science and has had experience in education. So the EYL Program is very necessary to remember the benefits to the prospective student educators.


1.2           Goal

In general, the English for Young Learners (EYL) Practice aims to train students for prospective educators have the ability to apply good performance in real situations, both in teaching and in performing other tasks teacher training.
Specifically, EYL Practice aims for students as prospective teachers are able to:
1. Thoroughly familiar with the physical environment, administrative, academic, and social psychology school where the training.
2. Mastering the basic skills of teaching English for Young Learners.
3. Applying a variety of teacher professional ability as a whole and integrated in real situations at school.
4. Develop personal and social aspects in the school environment.
5. Draw conclusions educative value appreciation and experiences during training through reflection and poured it in the form of reports.



























CHAPTER II
REFLECTIONS OF EXPERIENCE IMPLEMENTING
ENGLISH FOR YOUNG LEARNERS

In this Teaching Practice, we taught students in SD 1 Palembang. Our group has 5 members, they are
  1. Nur Annisa Mei Rizki
  2. Mona Saputri
  3. Yena Sutina
  4. Selvi Sriayu Wulandari
  5. Selvia
  6. Puspa Nupitasari
We started our teaching at 22 November 2010 and end at 10 December 2010. We got so many experiences in this Teaching Practice. Actually, before we taught in SD Negeri 1 Palembang, we learn the theory about EYL first in 8 times. Actually, teaching EYL is the first time for us, for the first time, we got difficulties in Teaching EYL because we didn’t know how to control the students and we couldn’t manage the class well. But, after a period of time, we could control them and we knew how to manage the class.
Teaching EYL is not as easy as we think. We have to have more patients, more practice and be more sensitive because children are unique.  In this Teaching practice, we have to teach 2nd grade, 3th grade and 5th grade. We taught them based on the curricula and their textbook. We taught the about vocabulary and speaking.
Teaching EYL in SD Negeri 1 Palembang is the place for us to learn how to teach young learners about English, the strategy and the solution. EYL is very important for us as the preparation to teach English for young learners and It has be continued.
For the result, we can conclude that EYL can give us the benefits as the English teacher. It will encourage teacher’s ability in teaching EYL.

Selasa, 01 November 2011

For my SISTER,,, ^_^ aahhh,,love you lah!!

Alhamdulillah,,,,,akhirnya aku resmi mendapat seorang keponakan ganteng....Muhammad Fairuz Zaky,,, udah mau setahun nihhhhh ,impianku terwujud sudah. Buah cinta dari ayunda Nurul Jannah dan Kak Slamet Riyanto,,,,Semoga mejadi anak yang Sholeh,,,pinter,,ganteng,,,ah,,segalanya lah. Moga bisa kayak si " Hanif",,murid idolaku yg shalih itu,,,murid SD yang bisa buatku menangis karena akhlaknya yang begitu memikat hati. ^_^. Amin,,
Tentu menjadi kebahagiaan yang luar biasa buat ayuk (dalam bahasa Palembang) Ana,,,,ayuk yang aku sayangi,,,ooohhh I love you so much dah!! ia yang tau hampir seluruh isi hatiku,,hoho. Ia yang lebih tua 4 tahun dariku telah mengajariku banyak hal...banyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak sekali. ah,,,mewek lagi nih,,,,,,(Nangis nih,,T_T) .Satu-satunya saudara perempuan yang aku punya, ia memiliki kenangan yang amat banyak bagiku.
Seorang yang sangat rajin,,,,,,beres2 rumah,,,,(hehe,,,sampe2 aku pernah kena lempar satu ember air gara2 gak mau ngepel rumah,,,hoho), emang keliatan bakal jadi calon ibu rumah tangga yang baik dari kecil. suka sekali masak,,,,masak apa aja dah,,,,segala resep dicobain,,,mulai dari yang coklat, brownies,,,donat (masih inget gak yuk waktu ngupas kentang malem2 buat bikin donat dan nungguinnya semaleman???hehe) kue bolu kukus, cake apalah namanya gak ngerti,,,,yang enak ya aku,,jadi tukang nyobain dan ngabisin,,,Bantuin???hehe,,paling cuma tukang ngocok adonan. sayang seribu sayang,,,sampe sekarang masih aja nggak pede masak "tumis Kangkung",,haha,,yang memang jadi andalan satu2nya untuk aku,,,,(maklum aku cuma pede kalo numis kangkung,,hihi)

 Yuk ana adalah orang yang sangat aku percaya untuk "curhat",,,,dari kecil ya????apa aja deh aku ceritain ma dia,,,,,waktu kecil kita suka main bareng,,,nyanyi bareng,,,makan bareng,,tidurnyaa juga bareng. semua dilakuin bareng,,masih inget gak yuk,,kita suka nonton MTV terus suaranya digedein???kita punya selera musik yg sama,,,ahh kangeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen haha,,,,gila2an deh yuk yah,, ayuk juga yg sering kasih aku baju, dll,,,sampeeeeeeeeeeeee sekarang,,,ahhhh  kita sayang banget deh sama ayuk,,,,Ayuk udah banyak banget berkorban buat aku,,apa aja deh,,nggak kehitung,,i don't know How can i live without you sis!! T_________T

Ayuk juga orang yg paling sering nyemangatin aku kalo aku sering down yah,,,kalo aku nggak pd,,pasti ada ayuk yg nyemengatin,,padahal ayuk juga kadang2 nggak pd dengan dirinya sendiri yah??? hehe,,semangat yuk,,,ayuk punya kelebihan yang gak aku punya loh,,benerannn!!

Ayuk itu rela banget ngabisin uang buat beli pernak pernik rumah,,,spei lah,,bunga lah,,,vas bunga lah,,panci lah,,microwave lah,,ahhhhhhh,,banyakkk,,,beda nbanget yah sama aku yg masih nggak kepikiran beli ini itu,,tapi udah mulai berubah kok sekarang yuk,,,,,udah mulai lirik2 toko alat rumah tangga sekarang!! cikiciwwwwwwww


ayuk juga yg tau perjalanan cinta aku (hueeeeeeeeeeekkkkss) hahaha,,,,dari TK sampe sekarangggg?? agaagagagag,,,,
pokoknya ayuk tau semua tntang aku yah,,,,,,!!!

Ayuk adalah seorang yg KUAT banget deh ya,,, i can't imagine when i become you sis!! nggak bisa sesabar dan seikhlas itu,,,beneran!! saat2 sulit itu pun ayuk masih bisa sabar dan tak pernah sekalipun mengumbar kejelekan orang!! itu yg aku saluuutt!! biarlah Allah yg tau,,,Biar Allah yg membalas,,, bener2 jadi pelajaran buat aku yah yuk!!!

Ahh,,,bentar lagi pun,,bakal dapt buah hati yg kedua nih,,,,bersyukur sama Allah karena rezeki itu ditambah!! maka Nikmat Allah yg mana lagi yg kamu dustakan?? buat ayuk,,,semoga jadi ibu yg baik,,istri yg sholeh,,selalu sabar,,,bersyukur dan ikhlas!! ahh,,,aku akan siap membantu kapanpun!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH,,,nih lagi meweeeeeeeekkk....hikssssssssssssss

SELUSIN GENERATION

Ini tgl 21 Oktober 2009,, tgl terbentuknya Selusin lho?? inget gak??
Alhamdulillah nih,,akhirnya bisa nulis lagi disini,,huhu,,udah wisuda. Yup,,it's not an easy thing to go out from my last place,,all of the memmories is too hard to fogetted,,,. i stll remember how hard to adapted in that place,,oh,,okay,,now,,i just wanna tell ya about my dearest friend,,my i could say them as my best friend,,uy yeah,,yup,,, jreng jreng @SELUSINGENERATION,,,, yup,,i am not really sure that why we choose that name,,oh,,now i remember that it cause we got a fever Gee gee gee baby baby,,Girls Generation(SNSD) hehe..so we are the akhwat version,,,SelusinGeneration,,!!is it unique?? yup,,just enjoy that name!!

I know that that's the best group i have ever have when i was in my univ,,yeah,,it gave me many thing,, i can't say anything that they taught me how to be the good person,,woman. Remember that i can't stand by my self, sometimes i can't control myself to do something i thing good. Yup, Selusin generation have  taught me how to be the good person with the pretty personality, i have different friends with different personalities. Yup, although we wear the same veil, we have different style. May i tell it?? yup,,,
1. Resty ---> yup, she is one of my best friend since in SMP, ah,,, i know that i have to say many thing about her because you know that she know me  a lot..haha from the bad side until the good side. Yup,, we lived in the same home  almost 4 years and i think it's more than enough to know more about her. She is too taciturn,, if she meet someone she just know, but not for her friend. she is melancholic, plegmatic and so sensitive. Sometimes she can cry when i laugh,,haha. She really care about something i think not important. HAHA......Then, sometimes we can be the "unbeievable girl" hwahha,,,doing something "crazy" or sharing about " the secret topic" .. Oh,, I love that,,!!
2. Ela ---> ahh,, i think she is the unique girl i have ever seen,,hihi. She is adult and infantile in one time. hwahaha,,,i know she is older than us but sometimes she act like she is the younger!!.. ahh,, i think because she is the younger child in her family. But,, yeah,, when she come back to her age (( ahhhaaa) she can be the wise person with the awesome personality. She is fussy ( sometimes) about the things that she think unappropriate with her style. She is pious, she often remain me about how to be the good "akhwat" hwahaha,,,. I love discuss with her about family, our live and about something " future live" #eaaaaaa
3. Ayak --> ahhh,, she is the stylish ahwat i have ever seen. hwahaha,,,,she love to mix and match her dress as beautiful as she can.. and i love that!! really!! hwahaha,,,yup,, i think she is the calm and melancholic girl,, but WHAT?? i was wrong guys,, she is ROCK!! whahaha,, I love her spirit when doing something,, i love her humorous style,,hihi.
4. Elfa---> ahh,, the Gentle girl i have ever seen but soooooooo sensitive,,hawahahahahah. I think you are strong elfa,,but NO,, you are so sensitive and to easy to cry!! i think we will remember how easy she cried  in Angkot!! gagaga.... I also love he spirit,, love her creativity in doing something!! i also love her humorous style,,, when we talked with "dusun" style!! hihi
5. Iche ---> ah,,miss her so much!! she is the important person in my carrier,,,eaaaa..We were in one department when we were in Barokah,, so she know more about my laziness and indiscipline when doing my project. I am sorry icheee,,,,,She is also the strong woman,  it's too rare to see her crying.
6. Mutya --> she is girly with her mildness. I never heard she scream or doing something crazy,,haha or i forget something!! IS it right?? haha,,,She is a spoiled child,,ah,,maybe because she is the youbgest child in her family,, Come on Mutya!!! you have to be like me,,hwahaha,,Do  you wanna be a good wife, right?? gagaga... i love cracked jokes with her...haha
7. Atik ---> ah,,,,you love bangka so much, right?? hahaha.. i know it because you can't leave the Bangka's acsent in your life..hihi. You are also sensitive girl,, oh,,and don't forget to our sweatiest memmories in our graduation moments, right??
8. Selvia ---> Yup,, i Think,, she is the most most most the wise woman in our Team,,hwahaha,, yup she is the person when we need something to ask or discuss, she is the strong woman i think, she can ungrudgingly her time and her self for the others. You Rock Girl!! Saluuteeee..... We have to learn many things from her!! i can't say anything!! :D
9. Rahma ---> ahh,, the girl is too calm down,,hihi. I know you are smart girl with the " Dengan Pujian" in your graduation. Proud of you!!
10. Dian ---> hwahaha,,she is "Ibu dewan yg terhormat" ,,,she is " crazy" sometimes, you know?? but you are kind and so atrractive,, !!


ahh,,, i only tell what is in my mind guys,, i have no more ideas,, i wrote this in my little free time!! Hope that we can remember our sweet time, remember that we are one,, always one !! sorry for all of my mistakes or my "craziness" !! You taught me many things!!

any comment?? discuss yok,,,, base apo be biso,,nak indo ,english, duson payooooo!! nak nyubo beinggris dike beh,,,,kalo pck jadi penulis ,,hahaha

Kamis, 23 Juni 2011

Cerita Ind**ie ku,,kalo kamu????


Hoho,,Assalamualaikum kance2 gegale,,,,isi blog aku harine,,kite bebsae lahat bay,,,,jadilah kandek ngurangi pening palak,,,sambil ngubati hindu nga humah....tape kan,,,di tipi ni la ade iklan Mie ye ind**ie e???tape lemak nau,,pacak ke belande kandek beli mi saje,,laju terispirasi nak mbuat pule  ,,anye ye ini Versi Derita makan ind**ie,,hihi
Yuk cap cus....#cuma buat have fun aja yaaa

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ini gara2 status semaelm,,jadi dak berenti ketawo,,ampuuuunnnn,,,yah,,dimulai dari saudara pipit,,,,akhirnya berlanjut jadi cerita bersambung,,,,luk mana dengan cehite kamu2 gegale??peh,,,ame ade tambahan,,,kicek'kah diket,,hihi,,,lumayan,,penghilang steresssssss
Cerita pertama :
dari Fitria sari
Waktu aku dang liburan di dusun..aku ghindu nau mkn ind*mie..aku acak2 isi tas eh dek tauny ad mie kuah kari ayam..
Uji jeme,kuahny ase nendang..
Aq tendang balik eh mangkok'e tekelungkup,,tumpah pule ayekny..
Makmane derita kamu2??
Hahaha..

Ini Nur Annisa MR,,hehe
Ini ceritaku makan ind**ie

aku ade cehite,,,waktu aku maseh di duson,,umak nga bak aku pegi dide ninggalka makanan,,sedeh nau akuuu....untung pas aku kinak kardus buhok,,,ade indo**e,,,sikok,,pas lapar,,akau masak ind*mie tu,,,dek taunye pas dem makan,,muntah aku,,,mual2,,,pas aku kinak,,ndew,,,La KADALUARSA mie nye,,,Mabok aku,,haha


cerita ketiga dari saudara ila,,(ela versi dusun,,hehe)
Ini ceriteku : dulu pas aq sd, tiap akap nak sekulah pasti umakku masak ind*mie, aq kn tidok anye dek bangun", ngah umakku laju disiramka nye kuah ind*mie mangke aq bangun, deeeemmm...urong sarapan.. ;(
makmane cerite kamu??

cehite keempat dari Muna (mona versi dusun,,hehe piss mun)
itu cerita i****ie mu...nah mun aq wktu mi hrgnyo msh murah aq sering nian dimasakke emak aq. skrg mie la mahal jadi jarang makan mi,,tepakso makan ati jingok wong makan mie...ini cerita I......ie ku apa cerita i****ie mu?ha..ha.

nah,,balek ke bibik pipet
Arenan t aq mudik..banyak benau dbwki umakku mie..ntah pas malam t mie sise sikok2ny..q bwklah mie t kandek q msak d ghuma kanceku,pas dtengah jalan q d kejer anzing..nah q pantuklh anzing t makai ind**ie..
Anye aq ingat2 lg peghut ne bebunyi2 nindak brenti..nah dem,akhrny q ambek lg mie yg q pantuk ka dket anzing td..gi2t gi2t deh..hahaha..


itulah kisah derita kami,,payo,,ye ade tambahan cerite,,,tambah bay,,kalu kele kita pacak kirm ke ind**ie,,pacak ke belande pule lok di  tipi2 tu,,hihi

Senin, 04 April 2011

Semua berawal dari mimpi.....Untuk Nadwah Lebih dari Sahabat



Sebuah evaluasi besar2an yang saya rasakan ketikaa konser Edcoustic telah terlaksana. Alhamdulillah saya menguacap syukur luar biasa kepada Allah SWT yang telah memberikan kelancaran atas terselenggaranya acara ini. Semua berawal dari mimpi,,ya mimpi. Mimpi yang telah  menjadi awal dari semangat2 itu,,,yang membuat halangan menjadi tantangan,,,yang menjadikan kesulitan menjadi semangat tak berkesudahan. Dan kini saya percaya akan mimpi!!!



Berawal dari keresahan saya dan teman2 akan lemahnya “dakwah” kita yang jarang tersampaikan kepada teman2 ammah,,,yang kami lihat, acara2 dan agenda syi’ar selama ini hanya diikuti oleh kita2 juga,,,,,yang tak diminati,,,membosankan dan “kurang ngena” di hati mereka. Ketika uang habis berjuta2,,,,lelah yang terasa namun yang “menikmati” syi’ar itu ya “kita-kita” juga…..Sedih,,,jujur saya sedih…ketika kita sudah susah payah dan hasilnya apa yang kita inginkan tak tersampaikan!!
Nadwah yang kini mengusung Jargon “ Lebih dari  Sahabat” tentu menginspirasi kami untuk berikir sekeras mungkin untuk menjadikan Nadwah benar2 menjadi sahabat yang bisa selalu member manfaat, memberi cinta, kasih, segalanya untuk sahabat. Lebih dari sahabat memberikan arti bahwa Nadwah akan menjadi jalan keluar bagi berbagai permasalahan, bagi semua elemen kampus. Nadwah memberikan solusi2 cerdas, melayani, memperhatikan, terutama Mencintai. ya,,sahabat.... bahkan lebih dari sahabat berarti Nadwah akan mencintai dan dicintai. Nadwah mencintai apa yang menjadi tugasanya, mencintai setiap objek dakwahnya, terutama saling mencintai bagi seluruh pengurusnya karena Allah. dan yang paling penting adalah, Nadwah dicintai, dibuthkan, ditunggu-tunggu kehadirannya oleh masyaakat Unsri. karena Nadwah lebih dari sahabat. Indahnya…….jikalau memang Nadwah benar2 menjadi sahabat kita,,mereka semua..^_^
Karena itulah,,,kami berfikir agak “liberal”,,,ya saya merasa begitu,,ketika kami mempunyai ide untuk mengundang “edcoustic” datang,,,,wah,,,saya sudah merasa bahwa ini akan menjadi sedikit kontroversi. Yah,,wajar,,,pertama Edcoustic belum pernah diagendakan dan mungkin belum terfikirkan oleh para pendahulu,,,,edcoustic yang dinilai  sebagai tim nasyid yang “ cengeng” tentu mungkin dirasa kurang cocok untuk menjadi “bintang” syi’ar. Kurang islami kali yah….!!
Tapi inilah yang menjadi alasan terbesar kami,,,,Dakwah itu mesti memberi apa yang mereka butuhkan,,bukan yang kita butuhkan. Sudut pandang syi’ar bukan dilihat dari sudut pandang kita….tapi dari sudut pandang mereka. Lah,,,,kalau saya masih amah,,,mana mau saya dengerin taujih2 biasa,,konser2 yang lagunya gak saya kenal,,,apalagi ditambah dengan konsepan yang monoton. Mana mau!!
Nah,,alasan saya juga nih,,,,waktu pertama kali saya suka nasyid kan dari denger lagu2 edcoustic nih,,,nah,,,kali aja temen2 yang datang konser bisa lebih suka nasyid dan fikroh islamnya bertambah dengan datnag ke konser ini!!Lho,,saya melihat dari sudut pandang saya waktu dulu,,jaman baheula…..!! dan lagi pula  lagu2 Edcoustic lebih familiar di telinga amah dibandingkan yang lain,,,memang gak ada surveinya tapi,,,,melihat scara kasar,,,yah,,banyak teman2 saya yang suka…..!!lumayan tuh…
Inilah yang menjadi peluang(pikir kami),,,,,bagaimana supaya Nadwah jadi semakin dikenal dan semakin bersahabat umtuk teman2 sekalian. Kenapa tidak kita adakan konser Nasyid untuk teman2, mreka bisa mendapat syiar lewat syairdan mereka bisa menjadi lebih dekat dengan Nadwah.  Ya…..Peluang yang bagus!!
Akhirnya,,,,dengan modal nekat juga kami menghubungi pihak edcoustic untuk datang ke Palembang tanggal 27 Maret,,dan Alhamdulillah Bisa!!yeah,,,,dimulailah petualangan kami menjadikan mimpi itu jadi kenyataan. Dana?? Kurang memang,,tapi Allah saja yang tahu cara membantu hambaNya,,dan Alhamdullillah semua bisa diatasi hingga terlakasanay acara. Alhamdulillah…^^
Peserta yang datang Alhamdulillah memenuhi targetan,, hampir 500an pesrta memenuhi ruangan konser. Pesrta pun beragam,,,ada yang datang dari sekayu dan Muara Enim. Luar biasa,,,,jauh sekali,…. Alhamdulillah. Yang datang pun memenuhi targetan,,, banyak peserta amah yang datang,,,, malah ada yang bertanya pada saya
“ Mbak,,,jilbabku kan pendek,,,boleh gak datang ya???”…wah tentu saja saya kaget dan langsung saja saya bilang,,,siapapun boleh datang!!pun itu non islam seklaipun!! Ada juga yang datang bersama sang “pacar ,,hehe,,,ada2 saja. Moga abis nonton konser,,langsung nikah ya!!! AMIN
Saya sangat bersyukur bahwa peserta yang datang sangat beragam,,dari berbagai asal, univeritas, sekolah, tempat, umur!! Ini membuktikan bahwa Nadwah bisa dikenal oleh berbagai orang, berbgai tempat!! Nadwah tentu bersyukur bahwa Nadwah bisa mewujudkan impian2 peserta juga,,karena banyak sekali sms yang datang ke panitia dan bertanya apakah Edcoustic benar2 bisa datang???ah….Alhamdulillah itu memang benar adanya.
Dan yang paling membuat saya dan teman2 terharu bahkan benar2 bisa menghilangkan lelah ini adalah banyaknya sms maupun pesan facebook yang menyampaikan terimakasih panitia Nadwah. Di malam setelah konser tersebut, ada sms masuk
“ Terimaksih yang tak terhingga kepada panitia Nadwah. Semoga Allah saja yang bisa membalasnya”
Ah,,,Alhamdulillah,,rasa syukur apa lagi yang tak bisa diungkapkan akan apresiasi peserta yang luar  biasa. Terharu,,,,sungguh terharu!!
Semua tentu berkat kerja keras seluruh panitia, teman2 Nadwah yang luar biasa meluangkan waktu, jiwa, tenaga bahkan harta mereka. Ukhuwah pun tentu menjadi modal utama, Allah saja yang bisa membalasnya.
Tentu,,ini bukan berarti saya mengatakan bahwa konser ini sukses, tidak!! Masih banyak kekurangan di sana sini. Namun,, saya yakin inilah salah satu bukti bahwa Nadwah bisa menjadi sahabat!! Lebih dari Sahabat!!
Dibutuhkan kerja keras kita semua, kontribusi kita,pengorbanan kita. Ide2 cemerlang kita pun mesti selalu menemani hari2 kita agar dakwah ini tak hanya dinikmati oleh kita namun dakwah mesti menjadi milik semua!!
Evaluasi,,adalah hal penting bagi kita. Apapun itu,,baik buruk semua mesti dievaluasi. Mana yang baik mesti kita pertahankan dan jadikan itu lebih baik. Yang buruk mari kita singkirkan dan menggantinya dengan kebaikan2. Jangan pernah ragu untuk terus Memperbaiki diri!!
Chayo Nadwah!!!